Finalising Emotions.

It's hard for me to trust anyone, anymore.
when everyone i opened my heart to let me down...
& a little peice of me breaks away when i see you with her
Maybe i fell too fast, maybe i pushed you away.
"I'm sorry" does not fix broken hearts...
"Oopsies" does not dry tears...
"I'll be better next time" is just a waste of time...
& "I promise" just doesn't mean anything anymore.

I drew hearts all over my paper.
and for the first time, ever.
they weren't for you.

And the problem all along seemed to be,
that i cared more for you
than you cared for me.

So here's to the nights we'd kill to get back
those moments that haunt our dreams
And here's to the people forever loved.
That make our hearts...
want to scream.

and maybe, one day.
You'll realise.
Every glance, every sigh, every tear

it was all for you.
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# Posté le samedi 15 novembre 2008 03:14

Depression? Or just broken?

Why do i feel like this? >_________<
Turns out there's only one guy i love.

and he's the only guy because i'm not willing to open my heart out for others.
Because I'm stuck, i'm trapped by him.

i dn't want to be like this.

change my life.
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# Posté le vendredi 31 octobre 2008 02:20

Questioning Myself.

Questioning Myself.
Those six guys have been narrowed down in less than a week ._________.

two are manwhores. but one i love
one likes me, but i don't want to like him.
and is involved in a way with one of the two
one is five hours away, but somehting is still there for him.
one is just there.

and the sixth? I fucked us up.


Thinking bout these five people. Am I the only whore here?

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# Posté le dimanche 26 octobre 2008 00:57

This part of my life is called Realisation.

This part of my life is called Realisation.
So i woke up,
and went to my sister Basketball tournament.
There were some pretttyyy attractive guys.
Too bad they were either too old or had a girlfriend.
I envied each and every one of them.

It is here, now, I realised. I am desperate.
From this moment on. I will just... shutup or somehting -.-
because it's pathetic.

It has also come to my attention that most of my thoughts
& blogs for that fact, are about boys and heartbroken-ness (Word, yes no?).

Is something wrong with me? D":


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# Posté le vendredi 24 octobre 2008 04:34

boys suck balls right now >:l

boys suck balls right now >:l
six guys,
six feelings,
one strong,
one confused,
two too old,
one brand new,
one just there.

D;
i shouldn't have to deal with this as a teenager, lawl.


<3
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# Posté le mercredi 22 octobre 2008 04:23