Four Months On.

Well, it seems no one visits anymore :)
I don't blame you.

That boy.
Well, there is no that boy anymore.

Four months ago I gave my heart, soul, and my privacy away to him.
And never did I get anything in return. Not one speck of affection.
Tonight I decided to read my blogs. To look back at what I used to be.

I'm not sure if he's changed. We never talk anymore. Maybe I just don't attract him anymore.
Or is it we just know too much about each other.
Whatever it is, we don't socialize or even take one glance at each other in the School Hallways.
To be honest.
it's refreshing.

This entire blog is devoted to him.
The guy that charmed me
pretended to love me
used me
fooled me
and ditched me.

Do you know how pathetic that makes me feel?


Peace out.

x
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# Posté le vendredi 15 mai 2009 05:28

Summing e v e r y t h i n g up.

Summing e v e r y t h i n g up.
i love him

I won't change.
Because
i can't
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# Posté le mardi 27 janvier 2009 17:02

Sometimes I think I'm responsible for my loneliness

I told myself
I don't want to date you again.
I know better.
but i can't imagine kissing aynone but you.

i told myself
i won't miss you anymore.
But i remember
what it feels like beside you.

stop pushing me away from you.
i love you.

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# Posté le lundi 12 janvier 2009 17:59

"He's like my own personal brand of heroine"

"He's like my own personal brand of heroine"
he's vain
he's rude
he's careless
and he puts me in a bad mood.

Why do i love him?
What has he done for me?
i want to know why i can't stop!

being told to move on isn't helping, because i have no idea why,
But i can't bring myself to it!
What is it about me that's so attracted to him?
Sure he's good looking, popular etc.
But isn't it the personality that counts?

Could it be i'm only fixed on his looks
rather than what's on the inside?

because i assure you.
there is nothing on the inside
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# Posté le vendredi 09 janvier 2009 03:16

First Video, very awkward.

Watching this made me laugh.
Because I was strangely nervous and awkward.
I can't express myself through video like i can through typing.

How i type my blogs is your interpretation of how they're said,
and the emotion in each word is how you want it to be expressed.

Just remember that ^-^

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# Posté le samedi 03 janvier 2009 20:19

Modifié le samedi 03 janvier 2009 20:55